UGH!

So, i signed up for college... like in July, i've been in for about 4 weeks now. I have no idea why i did that. I wanted to wait a year, work, relax... But no, somehow... I ended up signing up for it. Now, i am more stressed then i was in high school. Since its online college, i go at my own pase, BUT within the week the work was given. Now there is something going on at my 'cheerleader' as they like to call themselves have called every fucking day. And trust me, i almost curse her out today. She calls asking if i've done work and blah blah blah. Now i am the type of person, that i don't get pissed or bothered easily. But damn, everyday asking the same fucking questions. I was so pissed, when i heard the ring tone i put when the school calls. I want to ignore her, but sigh... I answered it anyways.

Also... I've probably have the short fuse today, because i've staied up for 24 hours and only had an 1-2 after i staied up/ cleaned/ tried to do school work. And that my mom won't leave me the fuck alone!!!!!! Just stress... just stresss.

anyways for the reason for this journal i really hoped i would finish every story i've started, but seeing as i hardly have time and i do write in stare time. I write when i should be doing school work. Anways... I known its probably been a year or more for some stories.... But i don't think i can finish them... They just like lost interest... I'll try. I really will. I am trying to make a schdule and make sure i can, and even write some of my new stories i started but won't post, because i want the other finsihed. Even the new stories, most of them are done and ready to post but... I am not one to completely give up something and i WANT to finish what i started so PLEASE bare with me