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A lot has happened since i last posted!!!!!!
First off HELLO!!!!
Second. Me and my ex (clue in EX) broke up. The one named Gavin? Yeah. Him. Broke up a day before my 20th b-day.
Third. I HAS A NEW BOYFRIEND! On the 11th it'll be a month, since hes asked me out.
Forth. New Boyfriend, actually lives w/ me. We sleep in the same bed at my moms.
Fifth. I helped jobless boyfriend, get a job! HE starts (officially) MONDAY!
Sixth. His name is James. And again... like my ex. He has blue eyes, wears glasses, and is tall.
On the bad side. I've been sick for a while. Today finally i'm not. But everyone thinks i'm prego. :/
First off HELLO!!!!
Second. Me and my ex (clue in EX) broke up. The one named Gavin? Yeah. Him. Broke up a day before my 20th b-day.
Third. I HAS A NEW BOYFRIEND! On the 11th it'll be a month, since hes asked me out.
Forth. New Boyfriend, actually lives w/ me. We sleep in the same bed at my moms.
Fifth. I helped jobless boyfriend, get a job! HE starts (officially) MONDAY!
Sixth. His name is James. And again... like my ex. He has blue eyes, wears glasses, and is tall.
On the bad side. I've been sick for a while. Today finally i'm not. But everyone thinks i'm prego. :/
My 2015 year
First off. 2015 year. You weren't so good to me. Not at all, yeah some things that happened to me are good.
But overall.... Yesh.
My childhood home is being foreclosed... my moms supposed to go to rehab.
Shes putting my dog down, because of the foreclosure....
She basically ruined my fathers life so much, or spent her time ruining my dads life that shes ruined hers as well.
(something i got over quickly) I broke up with my ex... Gavin.
My mom decided she rather go back on drugs than continue her life and try to remake something of herself. (clue in the rehab mentioning before)
Good things.
I got my own car.
I'm being consider
Hello to all.
Whats up? I'm pretty good. Well... besides two break downs. Both when my boyfriend was on the phone, well. Almost i ignored him for a bit... and he pretty much blows up my phone if i don't respond. When i thought i was well enough. I answered, though both times i broke down crying again. But yeah. I'm good, got a job, finally. Shouldn't have quit my last one. Though same company, different place and this one is corporate. So more benefits Whoop! And i get paid more. Its an overnight job. So... I'm good i'm good.
I'm so confused...
Like... how did my life end up this way?
:bulletblack: How did I go from a person that knew what she wanted to having no absolute idea to what she even wants now?
:bulletblack: How did I go to being so lost and confused from determined to get away from my life?
:bulletblack: How did my life get even messier than before?
:bulletblack: Why does/ did my father treat us the way he does?
:bulletblack: Why does he continue to do treat us like were dirt beneath his feet, like we don't matter to him at all.
:bulletblack:
Why does my mom continue to think that my father has only hurt her?
:bulletblack: Why does she think that my sister, bro
My boyfriend.... Ranting.
So, we've been two months into the relationship and its been great.
He has talked about marriage and kids- Which trust me, scared the crap out of me the 1st time he had mentioned it. But i've gotten use to him talking about it. I want two kids, one of each. And he only wants one. At least for now, because hes not for sure he can handle two little kids at the same time. He wants years apart from them- since hes willing to give me two kids...
But for one of them i wanted to adopt a child first. Give a child a home, a safe home. Where we chose to love it, chose to protect and give it a life it deserves. To...to provide the child what it coul
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