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Mainly BVB and DP. Some TH and BOTDF, and FAnfic.s
BVB= Black Veil Brides
DP= Darkest Powers
TH= Tokio Hotel
BOTDF= Blood On The Dance Floor

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Jasmine
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• REAL BVB fans- know what BVB stands for
• REAL BVB fans- don’t like the band just because of Andy [ DON'T SWEAR ]
• REAL BVB fans- know who the only original member of the band is
• REAL BVB fans- know more songs than knives and pens
• REAL BVB fans- think Chance and Andy never gets old
• REAL BVB fans- know every band members name and what they do
• REAL BVB fans- know that Ashley Purdy is a GUY
• REAL BVB fans- have made “never give in” their motto
• REAL BVB fans- know who smokes in the band, and who doesn’t
• REAL BVB fans- have worn their makeup like Andy’s on a normal day
•REAL BVB fans- would vote for lightning thunderstein if he ran for president
• REAL BVB fans- know that it is now Biersack not Six, 6 or Sixx
• REAL BVB fans- have this on their page
:headbang: ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ BVB ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ :headbang:

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Whats up? I'm pretty good. Well... besides two break downs. Both when my boyfriend was on the phone, well. Almost i ignored him for a bit... and he pretty much blows up my phone if i don't respond. When i thought i was well enough. I answered, though both times i broke down crying again. But yeah. I'm good, got a job, finally. Shouldn't have quit my last one. Though same company, different place and this one is corporate. So more benefits Whoop! And i get paid more. Its an overnight job. So... I'm good i'm good. 
  • Mood: Sunny Mood
  • Watching: Bones
Like... how did my life end up this way?

:bulletblack: How did I go from a person that knew what she wanted to having no absolute idea to what she even wants now?
:bulletblack: How did I go to being so lost and confused from determined to get away from my life?
:bulletblack: How did my life get even messier than before?


:bulletblack: Why does/ did my father treat us the way he does?
:bulletblack: Why does he continue to do treat us like were dirt beneath his feet, like we don't matter to him at all.
:bulletblack:
Why does my mom continue to think that my father has only hurt her?
:bulletblack: Why does she think that my sister, brother, and I are mean to her?
                :bulletblue: When i drop everything, no matter what i had wanted to do for that day and help her out...
                :bulletblue: I may get mad or tired of how shes mostly always drugged out or drunk and that shes taking advantage of people. But I'm never plain out rude or hurtful towards her.
                :bulletblue: I can't help that most of my life i have felt like i was the mother taking care of the child. Instead of feeling like the child being taking care of.
:bulletblack: Why can't i figure anything out?
:bulletblack: Why do i feel so lost?

I don't mean to complain. I know there's some people out there, that have may had it worse than i have. I know people probably hasn't even started to complain yet. But I can feel myself breaking, getting weaker and weaker with the will of seeing that future I've always dreamed of. Like I'm starting to feel like my life will always be this dark cloud hanging over my head. No matter how many times Gavin has told me he'll get me out of it. Where I'm so deep out of my family's drama and them using me (he doesn't like what they're doing) that i won't be as stressed and feeling this confused and trapped in this life.

Is this what depression feels like? Cause it sucks ass.
  • Mood: Distressed
  • Watching: The Crazies

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divergent-nephilim Featured By Owner Feb 25, 2015  Student Artist
Thanks for the fave :D (Big Grin) ! 
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porcelain-hooded Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for fave sweety :D
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BlackJakeRandom Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanx very much for the fave^^
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GreenIceEyes Featured By Owner Dec 22, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fav :3
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